February 12, 2004
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Ok, I've scratched that "useing my own website" thing... here's the stuff I posted in there:
Feb 10, 1010
Sometimes my character can be so split. I want, and don’t want the same thing at the same time. Whatever, I
suppose in the end it will be like everything else in my life, apathy. Everything will work out if I do nothing.
Damn it, I do that far to often, I only wish it never worked.Anyway, we went to see ROTK again tonight. It was cool. Haha, I fell asleep twice, and Missina kept waking me
up. It was cool though. We had some street meat afterward… oh street meat. That is one thing that worth my last five dollars.Hmm… I guess I don’t really have much to say tonight…
Feb 12, 0356
Jamie points out a flaw in my plan... There is no commenting on this. However, if you toss me an e-mail (aron.jones@rogers.com),
indecating the date and time in the subject, I'll post it.Feb 10, 0956
This morning at breakfast, we were having our normal jovial time. Of course, a few fucks, or shits got out, but whatever, I don't usually care all that much. The thing is, it's encounter day (when prospective students come to check the place out). This meant nothing, really, except that we made a few jokes about stealing some of the free orange juice. Then a mentor of mine showed up with his son. I automatically said something about no one swearing now. In jest, Jamie poked fun, saying how fake that seemed, and I was thinking about it... I must seem fake some times. It's the last thing I want to be, but I have to watch myself. You see, when I say fuck, there are two things I need to worry about: what I mean when I say this, what others think I mean by this. In all honesty, I don't care if some people get a false impression of me due to misunderstanding... but when it comes to people I care about, it becomes more important. I become responsible for how other people will interpret what I say, regardless of what I mean. This is a hard thing to do, and I think this is really what God has been working on in me as of late. The thing is, does this make me look fake? I change the words I use depending on who I'm with, I won't say "eh, fuck you buddy!" to Andrea, but I would laugh about it with The Awesome. I don't know... I just wonder.A Blog: feb 10, 0554
I really have nothing to say right now. But I am starting my blog. It will be here.
Comments (7)
ok, so unless it's just this computer (cuz i'm in the computer lab) i think you should change the color of your font... but yay for no more non-xangan xanga's.
*blinks* haha.. red on red is not too useful, friend.
good thing for my "Read subscriptions" option.
anyway, one quick comment.. the whole swearing thing.. it reminds me of when paul talked about eating meat. although you have the freedom to say those words, there are still some who aren't at that point and would interpret it differently. i think that's why we are so afraid sometimes to do some things around some people.
and about the matt vs andrea thing.. you interact differently with everyone. i dont think it necessarily has to do with the words you use, but the type of relationship you have with the person.
aron, you're one of the most real people i know.
this is so confusing! just to let you know!
hey aron...another question, how did you get around the HTML code you put in?
"Safe Mode" as they call it. You can change things in your xanga without going to your main page, if you try hard enough. They made it just for people like me who break things.
As far as red on red is concerned: there was suposed to be a background picture... It seems to have come back, let me know if it's showing up for you guys... also let me know if it's to much trying to read the red text over the background picture.
there be no back ground pic on your xanga...yar...(some how i am a pirate????)
i don't think you're fake for thinking or acting like you do. i think that it reflects both that you feel freedom to say those things without a moral problem.. and respect for those who don't share your views on that topic.
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